doraemi........

This wk i experience the worst few hours of my life - I was unable to talk. Everytime i tried to open my mouth, others have to lip-read me. I can only express myself through hand actions and barely audible speech. Looking at others talk happily while i have to curb myself makes me feel very very sad...lol. Talking has always been my forte and losing it is very saddening. But look at the bright side, others at least have a chance to be free from my crappings and have peace in their ear. HaHaaa. But after 2 days of rest i have almost recover and the world has to take my chattering again. Good luck.

Even though i lost my voice during the camp but it was one damn camp loh.... missing it now liao. The GL have infinte energy and have also made alot of new friends. This is the beginning of my uni life and it certainly can only get better....wooo......

Was on my way home on a mrt when i saw a sad but common occurrences in our society.

The seat beside me become vacant and a kind lady immediately offer the seat to an old man. After a while, an old lady came in and i offer my seat to her. Regretted my action immediately as she had such a hard time sitting on the comfortable seat. This makes me wonder whether the seat has been too hot after i had sat on it. The last straw for the woman came when the man coughed and she immediately ran for the door. My first thought is that she will have no problem making it to the olympics, maybe the committe should review and consider adding her. To be fair, she alight on the next stop (maybe it is just not due to the man i was thinking). After this 'sprinter' left another woman occupy the seat. She too has problem seating comfortably in that seat. Now i start to believe that the chair is cursed OMG a cursed seat that will be some news. But miraculously the curse dissapeared once the old man left, the seat suddenly become comfortable again.

Is spore really so lacking in terms of courtesy to others who may be different from us? He may not be able to see our actions but does it matter. Maybe the govt can invoke a law prohibiting this kind of behaviour. Fined those who go against this law, this were confirm help improve our manners. But...

it has been more than 2 wks have pass since i started relief teaching... have been both pleasant n unpleasant loh... same as all jobs.

e pleasant things is that i have a place to so called 'joke' ard when i m working.... tink nt muz job can give me this opportunity loh. e student oso quite fun if i m noth teaching.... seeing e childish ways make me recall i m abit like them in e past, maybe i m more obedient then ba....hahaa.

the unpleasant thing is tat when i m teaching they like to talk alot n tis make me unable to teach n have to shout n shout..... getting worse n worse liao, e students get less

n less afraid of me n now i need to shout shut up more times to have e same effect of a quieter class. was talking to another friend abt it n say tat mayb is retribution since during my time as a student we oso make sure tat  teacher earn their money e hard way but being mischievous n talkative in class. now as a teacher now i kow e feeling they have then...sad...sad....sad....hahaa. but i prefer a class tat is interactive n nt some dead class tat when i talk i will hear echoes..... but e bad thing is tat e student do nt exert self control n they do not kow when to shut up n listen to e lesson. hopefully they can grow up fast enough or else i will have to borrow my vocal cord from someone else very soon liao.....

saw something interesting 2 days ago but lazy to blog abt it until now......

first is e 'chope'... have heard alot abt it but today is e first time i m witnessing it first hand n so up close n wow they were a sight n it is a veri gd way unless u r e wan t finding a seat. there is something postive abt it..... tis shows tat sporean r civilised ppl since we will nt throw away e tissue n pretend tat e seat r hey 'unoccupied'.... sometimes have e urge to throw away e tissue n watch from one corner n c wat happen when e owner reutrn n find his BIG tissue missing..... n most important seat gone...

second thing i will call it e door syndrome. e door of our public transport seems veri attractive or mayb there r magnets attached to it which i may b ignorant of it or else how do u explain us human being attracted to it. maybe the air there is also freshersince when e door open fresh air flies in from all direction n being kiasu singaporean we will nt wan to lose out to others since all of us are paying e same fare. i have one suggestion is that to make e mrt non air con so tat all will have an equal opportunity to the fresh air when e train is moving..... ya n for those who love standing near e door they may also get an additional lesson in flying...lol

veri happy tis few days loh.... bcos finally going to ORD... e 3 big letters i have been waiting for one yr n ten months. now thinking back it seems quite fast loh...hahaaa. after ord now is to wait for rod in 10 years time.... n ippt for 20 yrs n mayb RT.......sian loh

on thur night our coy wreck havoc loh....playing until abt 1... i peace loving guy oso kena camo cream n powder over me n underwear oso kena tear...first time since i go over to kaffir... hav to admit tat kaffir is e most no govt coy loh..... dunno who started e tradition of tearing underwear loh, nt fun loh...hahaa. initially tot tat nt joining them i will nt be attacked but nt tat case, they feel tat tis fun shld b enjoy by everybody n no one should be left out so i kena, but nt tat bad oso la at least gt some present b4 ord loh....hahaaa

after ord oso dunno do wat liao..... ord mean unemployment hahaaa but at least i can be a human again, no more yes sir or sgt liao....f tis.....

 

getting veri blur tis few months.....

tink today is e 2nd time i tak e wrong bus in 3 mths liao..... dunno y will tak e wrong bus since i hav taken e bus so often. i tink veri long but still cant get e ans... lol. mayb realli go ns become stupid liao. cant even differentiate between numbers. tinking of it i feel tat sometimes when we encounter things tat we r veri familiar wif, we tend to go with our instinct and just like what happened to me today i got it wrong. this shows that when we take things for granted, the outcome may not be what we have expected initiallly.

from now on, i m going to take a closer look at the bus number and hopefully i will not board the wrong bus again next time...hahaa

feeling really frustrated just now so wan to vent it out by blogging....

does having power makes a person lost track of hinself or is it because e person have enough of e nonsense dish out to him by both his superior n subordinate tat y it is very difficult to control e anger tat has been suppressed. even though ppl alway say tat different matters have to be treated differently but how many of us can say for sure tat we practice wat we preach. to me this is just a small metter and there is no reason for e flare up but e person may feel tat i m disregarding his authorityor maybe he did it as a warning to others n too bad i m e unlucky one. we oso tend to take advantage of ppl who are nice to us tat y by being too nice is actually making urself in a disadvantage situation....